ii LOVE you; my SILENT screams

Saturday, July 31, 2010

I thought you promised to always be here .
You've lied time and again .
Because when I really really need you ,
When I'm crying for longer than an hour ,
You're never here , you're always there .

You've never noticed my feelings ,
I had to express them with words ,
I had to confess before you realized .
You just don't feel the same ,
Why can't you say it ? You don't dare to ?

I can't seem to express myself after once ,
I just am unable to do anything .
I don't even know why I love you ,
I'm just so confused , just so messed up .
My mind's in a swirl , I just can't help it .

Don't ask me ' you okay ? '
You know my only reply will forever be ,
' Yupp , I'm alright ' ' I'm just having a fever '
I want you to notice what's wrong ,
Because that ' what ' is already killing me .

Don't ever take me for your toy .
My emotions are really unstable ,
I'm unable to change that , 47 days .
47 more days to do so , I know I can't .
You must think I'm pathetic , I don't know .

Don't take me as someone you can play with ,
Someone that you can screw around ,
Someone that you can make fun of ,
Someone that you can vent your anger on .
I have my limits . I know you do too .

I want you love , I desire that so badly .
You haven't put on the ring yet .
I'm still waiting , because that's all I can do .
Just wait and wait , and get hurt again and again .
Waiting and hurting , you must not know .

Just tell me what you want from me .
You want my body , then just tell me .
I'll forget about you and leave you .
But if you want love , then just tell me .
I'll love you with my whole heart , sincerely .

Is this love , or obsession ?
Because now I want to take back ,
What I've just said , I want to change it ,
That I'll give you everything .

Just promise me , that you are not toying .
Just promise me , that you will be here .
Just promise me , that you will love me.

When I'm in tears , I wish you'd hug me and wipe away my tears .
When I'm happy , I wish you'd be the one making me laugh .
When I'm sad , I wish you'd cheer me up and kiss me .
When I'm alone , I wish you'd give me a scare to tell me you're here .
When I'm falling , I wish you'd grab my hand and stop time .

When you're in tears , I'd wipe them away and kiss you .
When you're happy , I'd laugh together with you .
When you're sad , I'll be a retard and make you laugh .
When you're alone , I'll run from the end of the earth to be with you .
When you're falling , I'd pull you up . If I cannot , I'll die with you .

Girl: Am I pretty ?
Boy: No .
Girl: Do you like me ?
Boy: No .
Girl: Have I ever crossed your mind ?
Boy: No .
Girl: Do you want me ?
Boy: No .
Girl: Would you cry if I leave ?
Boy: No .
Girl: Would you do anything for me ?
Boy: No .
Girl: Choose me or your life .
Boy: My life .

The girl runs away in shock and pain ...
The boy runs after her and says ...

You're not pretty , you're beautiful .
I don't like you , I love you .
You've never crossed my mind , you're always on my mind .
I don't want you , I need you .
I wouldn't cry if you leave , I would die .
I wouldn't do anything for you , I'd do everything for you .
I chose my life because you're my life .

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Friday, July 30, 2010

Woke up with a fever and a very bad flu, then went to school. Rained heavily, so went to class. Waited and waited for Amani outside the classroom, while continuously seeing Yi Jie, Melissa and Jonie. Then, ran all the way to the gate to look for her. She went for Fun-fit, so ran all the way back at quite a fast speed, to class. Talked to Vanessa and saw Miss Kang, went into class.

Morning Assembly proceeded. First period, Geography. Talked about class excellence and other Geography stuff. Next, Physical Education. Had to do quite a number of exercises that trains running, inclined pull-ups, sit-ups etc. Then, waited for Amani and the rest to go back. Waited for Amani in the toilet, while I was outside with Fenna, got caught by Mrs Yeo.

Scolded like shit for 'truancy'. You take things WAY too seriously, my P.E teacher Mrs Yeo. Then, Science. Talked about stuff, didn't pay attention. Recess. Went to find Mrs Yeo and apologized, then ate with Amani, Ainul and Arina. Back to class, English. Relief teacher came in. Played Truth or Dare with Fan Xing, Min Hao, Keniko, Yong Jun and others. (:

Then, Mother Tongue. Rushed out undone work, then slept. Thermometer temperature was at 37.0, then 37.1. Was at 37.8 in the morning. ): Then, same relief teacher came in for another English lesson. -.- Went to the Foyer, then had to move into position for the pla-card arrangement that would spell 'Y-O-G' with 6 classes. (: Then, passed Er Hu to Rachel, and told her I was sick. (I really was)

Instead of going home as promised, went around the school all the way until 5. :P Then, went home. End.

Sayonara .

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (5.49p.m , Friday , 30 July 2010)

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Thursday, July 29, 2010

So... Today, went to school though was down with fever and sore-throat. Entertained by Fan Xing and the others. Hung with Amani, saw someone who recently back-stabbed me, felt really pissed. But, just let it go and smiled. (: Then, Morning Assembly proceeded. 4NA and 4T had to proceed to the Hall first, so they went. Saw Jonathan, Yusuf, Kristopher, Hui Shan and that backstabber.

Went back to class while talking to Winny and Amani, then sat at my table. Noticed Geography worksheet torn by that bitch, made Yong Jun tape it back and return it to me tomorrow. (: Bitch, I don't really care. But, if you do it one more time, you're definitely getting it from not only me, but Amani and the rest, including Miss Kang and Mrs Lim. (: Oh yes, I'm not bearing a grudge against Mrs Lim anymore, ha! ^^

Then, Science. Mr. Tissue went through stuff about plants. Did work, then Mathematics. Lawrence Lim finally didn't punish me. -.- Then, Mother Tongue. Watched a small video part of " I'm Not Stupid [2] " Then, Recess. Hung out with Ainul and Amani and sat at the curb of the road. Arina joined in later. Then, walked to Mac Tables with them, and Recess ended.

Next, Music. Before walking in, saw backstabber and the bimbo. Learned the basics of the guitar. Whispered to Winny and Amani, also whacking Keniko for messing up my hair and irritating me. :P Then, back to class. Geography. Died while copying work. x__x Then, Sugu. Mrs Tay and another teacher came in. Wrote about positive and negative points of stress, I drew illustrations. ^^v

Then, Pastoral Care. Talked about my favorite topic - Freedom !! But, Miss Kang added in that Freedom and Responsibilities have to be balanced. Her quote that I really really liked: " With great power comes great responsibilities. If the requirements for the responsibility, you will have to face consequences. " Awesome~ Then, went off to 7-Eleven with Min Hao, Amani and Fan Xing. Met Keniko in the 7-Eleven.

Went back to class, Mr. Tissue was kinda' pissed. Released at 2.30p.m . Then, 'emo'-ed with Fan Xing and Amani at the D&T Benches. All the way until 3.30, talked a lot about relationship and friendship. Slacked until 3.50p.m while the rest were released. Went home and now slacking. (: Bye peeps, ^^

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (5.47p.m , Thursday , 29 July 2010)

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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Hellooooooooo bitch . (You know jolly-well who you are) (:
Well, you're a sore loser. And to me, pathetic people like you have only fake friends, and you are always faking your 'dark' side that doesn't even exist. Oh come on, even your walking has a pose. Get real. I know you'd be clutching your fist, so come right ahead if you ever see this post and wanna punch me for it. I don't mind, because it sucks to have a classmate like you. Hypocrite. (:
There are just days that my heart aches at what I've ever thought of you as. I treated you like my sister, honestly, and I don't know why. It's like something came over me, something just controlled my movements to be oh-so-good to you. Now I regret. Remember that day, when you had your Mathematics Paper Results back? I even cried WITH you. Oh how I regret it now.
What I regret the most, would be having introduced you to Sheng Hao, Yi Jie and Jonathan. You think they're what, your puppets? Oh please, they have their lives too. They lived longer than you, and now they have to serve you like you're some kind of princess. Grow up please. You're already 13, I'm still 12. But, physical age cannot be compared to mental age. ;)
It's just a pity, of the fact that they can side with you and are willing to please you. I pity them. Have you even taken notice of yourself? Have you even thought of yourself and why people dislike you? Trust me, behind your back, there are those who merely point their middle finger, but there are those who spit behind your back. Now, I find what Stephanie did the last time oh-so-right. You deserved it.
I don't care if Yi Jie, Jonathan, or your family sees this, this is my blog, so back off. You can't think of yourself of a princess, because you never had the qualities to be one. At least I'm not like you, 'emo'-ing all the time with sharp objects. I love my body, I love everyone that always treats me well. I don't need retards to say and decide on what I am, nor do I need backstabbing-lifeless-idiotic assholes.
Jonathan once told me to talk to you nicely. I tried, but you never gave me that chance any longer. So, you decided to step on my bag and take 'revenge'. You think that's fun, now don't you? Now let me tell you this - I stepped on your bag as well. (: Now, listen up, it's YOUR fault for stepping on my bag. So don't think that I'm in the wrong. Right now, I want you to apologize before I do anything else.
I'm not giving a damn to what anyone says now - I'm fighting with my own will. I'd rather clench my fist for the whole day and plot my revenge or just feel the hatred of having a bitch in the class, rather than to smile and you and talk to you nicely - it makes me puke. (: That's the end, so overall, I want you to know you're wrong, and you've been pampered WAY too much. Byes~

So... Going back to the story of today . (: Sorry peeps, for having made you read that whole god-damn passage. :P Well, went to school. Sat around 1E2, then, went back to class due to stormy weather. -.- Morning Assembly proceeded. Had to go collect Splendours DVD, but didn't see where to collect. So, went back with Amani to class. :)

Then, Sugu. Didn't listen at all, just slacked. Next, Art. Wow, got scolded quite badly, the whole class. Drew some stuff, and had a conversation with Miss Hajjar.

Miss Hajjar: *Walks to Keniko, Amani and my table.* How are you doing?
Yi Lin: Fine, drawing. *Picks up piece of paper and shows to Miss Hajjar* Do you see the 'beauty'?
Miss Hajjar: Yes, it's very nice.
Yi Lin: Haha, I was just kidding. :)

Then, continued for two lessons. Next, Recess. Had early release. ^^ Ate with Ainul, Arina and Amani. (: Then, went back to class. Lim Siew Hong. -.- Did work related to Newspapers, then lesson ended. Next, Mathematics. Lawrence Lim made me stand again, all because I wanted to tell him that Yong Jun had to go to the loo. -.- !! Never mind, it was fun. xD Then, Music. Freddie Chan took over.

Played ToD with Min Hao, Fan Xing, Amani and Keniko. (: Had to bang that bitch's table, AWESOME ! Fan Xing hit Vanessa's and Ying Ling's table, then called them bitches. Vanessa got really mad, until we explained to her that we were merely playing. Then, when Fan Xing wanted to return the bottle, he threw it, but it hit Ying Ling's head. Wow, was she MAD !

Then, Geography. Did test, then went home. Now slacking. (: No point feeling pissed because of that bitch~

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (3.02p.m , Wednesday , 28 July 2010)

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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

~~I feel like crying my heart out right now .~~
~~No one just seems to side with me .~~
~~They all find me in the wrong .~~
~~What have I done wrong ?~~
~~You people don't know me , don't understand me .~~
~~That's what I want to cry for , to have believed you were my friends .~~
~~I was wrong , oh so wrong .~~
~~Heartache , tears , no one is willing to help me .~~
~~I'm just a pathetic bitch who should disappear ...~~
~~My soul's going to disappear and I'm going to change .~~
~~No longer you will see the Wong Yi Lin you knew ...~~
~~My heart has already been shattered , already destroyed , already broken .~~

Morning, woke up, school. Tie returned, went back, sat down, Morning Assembly. Saw rainbow, went to F&N Kitchen. Cooked chicken kebab, went back. Maths, got punished, went to Recess. No eating, sat at road. Then, Sugu. Wrote stuff in my book, then Civics and Moral Education. Leela, listened to her. Next, Geography. Did work.

Last, Science. Stayed back for 10 minutes because of work. Then, after school. Waited for fried rice for 10 minutes. Ate, then went to Social Etiquette Lesson. Then, did work to 5p.m . Went home, now slacking. Going to cry anytime soon. Crying later, in the bathroom. ):

To those who suck in my life, and those who never seem to understand me, go fuck my middle finger. I hate you people, so badly !!

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (6.18p.m , Tuesday , 27 July 2010)

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Monday, July 26, 2010

Yesterday (250710) :
Sms-ed in the Morning, Xiaofang came in the afternoon. Saw Sabine in Popular while Xiaofang was renewing her Popular Card. Went home, that's all. (:

Today (260710) :
Rained REALLY heavily. Went to school, then class. Saw Amani while going down the stairs, then she went to the classroom with me. Told me Arina didn't come to school, I shouted. :P Then, went to Canteen. Hung around and went back to class. Lim Siew Hong came in together with Miss Kang. Morning Assembly, then announcements and attire-checking.

First, Sugu. Work, slack. Next, Physical Education. Re-did N.A.P.F.A 5 items; Sit & Reach. Got 36cm now, instead of 29cm. (: At least there's an increase. :\ Then, went back to class. Next, Maths. Slacked, work, and Recess. Ainul and Arina didn't come, so slacked with Amani. Sat at the curb of road again, Min Hao and Zhi Cheng joined, again. This time, Fan Xing too. (:

Then, Mother Tongue. Died and cried. Was so badly insulted by Lim Siew Hong, felt like throwing my whole table in her face. Cried, no one cheered me up. :( Saw Amani go into the Dentist Van. o.o Then, Science. Between break, Amani came to my table. Said that I would've been cold. When I looked up at her, she saw me crying. Cheered me up while the others like Winny, Yong Jun and Keniko just stood around.

Then, did Science. Work, slack, break. Then, supposed to have been Form-teacher Period, but traded to Geography. o.o Did Geography work, then talked about drugs. -.- Went to Foyer and passed someone, something. Went to Canteen with Amani, ate lunch. She left halfway because of Band. :( Then, Melissa and Mahin came to entertain me. Hui Shan was insulting me at the side, saying stuff like, "Where's your Jack?" ; "Where's your Jonathan?" ; "Where's your Sheng Hao?" ; "All die already?" ; "I know you're angry, come fight la!" . I wasn't even angry. -.-

That's all folks,
Sayonara .

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (4.18p.m , Monday , 26 July 2010)

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Saturday, July 24, 2010

21st, 22nd July are the same - Go school, talk, study, go home.

Yesterday (230710):
Went to school, to the Mac Tables with Jonie and saw Yi Jie and Sheng Hao together. Talked, and went off for Morning Assembly. Rushed to the toilet with my skirt and got dressed properly. Then, while we were all gathering, Jonathan came over and lent him my tie. Then, Morning Assembly proceeded as normal. Silent Reading, didn't read. Made friends with Lorenzo and talked to Winny, Arkar, Alvin and the others.

Then, first lesson was Geography. Copied work that I missed out due to laziness of copying during previous Geography lessons. Copied work that Miss Kang gave out as well. Then, Physical Education. Had to re-run 2.4km (8 rounds at the car-park, each round with 0.3km, half a round would be 0.15km) . Last time, made it in 20 minutes (sucks), this time wasn't any better - 19 minutes.

Then, Science. Did work, listened in class, talked to Yong Jun, Keniko, Sabine, Amani. Was sms-ing Amani, Jonie, Fan Xing, Jet Jin and Winny secretly. ;) Then, Recess. Mixed Recess, with Yi Jie, Jonathan and the rest. Hung out with Amani, Arina, Ainul and Effa. Dynie didn't come to school. Said 'hi' to Sarah, was really happy. ^^ Then, went to the D&T Staircase, supposedly looking for Jonathan, but never mind.

Then, went to the curb of the road with Amani. Sat down and stared at the sky. o.o Then, Min Hao and Zhi Cheng came and sat with us. =) Talked, and a whole group of other 1E2 pupils came. Amani and I shouted and told them to go away. xD Then, bell went off. Amani still sat there, I had to pull her. :P Then, Sugu. Literature test. T~T Didn't study, just did from the passage given.

Completed the whole thing within the 30 minutes, but still had another 40 minutes after Mother Tongue. Then, Mother Tongue. Newspaper Reading, Lim Siew Hong kept talking about my attire. -.- Retarded. Then, Sugu again. Made really weird noises within the silence with Yong Jun, Amani and Keniko. xD Went off after school. Hung out with Arina, Amani, Ainul and Jonie. Then, Chinese Orchestra.

Coincidentally, we had to assemble at his class. Sat at his seat and saw the view of what he would always see when in class, looking out of the window, and in class. Then, changed to 1E1. Did practice, Vanessa changed from Canoeing to Chinese Orchestra. Taught her the basics of the Er Hu, then went home. Slept until 10p.m . Then, slept at 1a.m after drawing chibi Vocaloids: Hatsune Miku and Rin .

Today (240710):
Woke up at 9a.m . Got slapped by mother, and had a fever together with a stomachache. Sms-ed Amani, Fan Xing, Jet Jin, Jonathan and Yi Jie. They all wished me to get better, thanks. ^^ Then, slept and woke up at 2.43p.m , felt like vomiting. Told Fan Xing and Jonathan. Fan Xing made a joke, telling me that I was probably pregnant or something. -.- Jonathan thought that it may have been gastric. o.o Xiaofang came, then left. That's all.

Sayonara .

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (6.09p.m , Saturday , 24 July 2010)

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Thursday, July 22, 2010

Last time...
1) From now on, you can't tell lies, are you ready?
Fair enough, go.

2) Think back 6 months ago, were you single?
Yes. I was, am and will always be single.

3) What do you carry with you at all times?
Handphone.

4) When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
No, I don't mean it.

5) What are you feeling?
Stressed out, due to pressure from peers and studies.

6) Is something wrong right now?
Yes, it's so silent...

7) Are you mad at someone?
No.

8) What's on your mind?
Something and someone...

9) Are you jealous of someone right now?
No, not at all.

10) Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
Yes, I do.

11) Do you want to start over with anyone?
All the friends whom I have taken for granted.

12) Do you know if anyone likes you?
Yes... Quite a few, too...

13) Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I'm neutral at it. I get angry and would shout out all my feelings...

14) What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleeping, or doing my homework.

15) True love or 1 Billion Bucks?
Either one.

16) Has anyone told you have pretty eyes?
Yes, but I don't believe that person.

17) Anything you would change about your life right now?
Yes, everything. I wish time can go back...

18) Could you cry right now for me?
No, I don't cry for others.

19) Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
Yes, it's my often habit.

20) How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Almost everytime when I put myself in the person's shoes.

21) Are you okay with the life you live?
No, I hate it.

22) Last person you told a secret to?
Wenqin.

23) Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
No, not everything, but many things.

24) When was the last time you cried?
A few minutes ago...

25) How much money did you spend today?
$7.50

26) What are you sitting on right now?
The ground.

27) What's something you really want right now? Be honest.
I want to go out.

28) How do you feel about your hair right now?
It's okay, I tied it up.

29) What did you do yesterday?
Run alot, 2km ~ 4km...

30) Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
No, I've never told anyone my biggest secret.

31) Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
Yes, and it's a female I really admire.

32) When's the last time you said you were fine but you really weren't?
Just yesterday, when 1E2 was running.

33) Is there someone on your mind right now?
Yes... Miss Noelle Lee...

34) Whose birthday is coming up?
I can't remember...

35) Were you happy when you woke up?
No, I was dragged out of my sweet dream.

36) Is there anything to be happy about?
No...

37) What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
Misery. I miss Miss Noelle Lee...

38) Are you easy to get along with?
Once you get to know me...

39) Have you ever cheated on someone?
On feelings, no. But something else, yes.

40) Who is the last person to send you a text message?
Aaron Goh.

Now...
1) From now on, you can't tell lies, are you ready?
Sure .

2) Think back 6 months ago, were you single?
Nope, was attached .

3) What do you carry with you at all times?
Ring .

4) When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
Sometimes yes, sometimes no .

5) What are you feeling?
Love-struck

6) Is something wrong right now?
No .

7) Are you mad at someone?
Yes .

8) What's on your mind?
When he'd be back, and obviously, him .

9) Are you jealous of someone right now?
Yes, very .

10) Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
No, I have one shaped like a panda .

11) Do you want to start over with anyone?
Him .

12) Do you know if anyone likes you?
Yes .

13) Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I'm an expert, no one ever saw me cry except Amani and Andric .

14) What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Bathing .

15) True love or 1 Billion Bucks?
True Love .

16) Has anyone told you have pretty eyes?
Yes .

17) Anything you would change about your life right now?
Yes, I want him to love me .

18) Could you cry right now for me?
I wouldn't for you, but willing for others .

19) Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
Yes .

20) How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
All the time .

21) Are you okay with the life you live?
Yes .

22) Last person you told a secret to?
Amani .

23) Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
Yes .

24) When was the last time you cried?
Before English Oral .

25) How much money did you spend today?
$15.40

26) What are you sitting on right now?
The sofa .

27) What's something you really want right now? Be honest.
I want to meet him .

28) How do you feel about your hair right now?
Let down .

29) What did you do yesterday?
Sleep .

30) Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
No .

31) Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
Yes, him .

32) When's the last time you said you were fine but you really weren't?
Today .

33) Is there someone on your mind right now?
Yes, him .

34) Whose birthday is coming up?
Who gives a damn .

35) Were you happy when you woke up?
Yes, I was woken up from a nightmare .

36) Is there anything to be happy about?
Yes .

37) What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
Love-struck .

38) Are you easy to get along with?
Yes, and no .

39) Have you ever cheated on someone?
Yes, Andric .

40) Who is the last person to send you a text message?
Jonathan .

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1. What is your name: Yi Lin
2. A four letter word: Love
3. A boy's name: Jonathan
4. A girl's name: Janice
5. An Occupation: Artist
6. A Colour: Black
7. Something you'll wear: Mini-skirt
8. A TV Series: Naruto Shippuden
9. A Food: Cup Noodles
10. Something found in the bathroom: Toilet
11. A Place: Japan
12. A Reason for being Late: Oversleep
13. Something you'd shout: I love you!
14. A Movie Title: Despicable Me
15. Something you drink: Green Tea
16. A Musical Band: Big Bang
17. An Animal: Cobra
18. A Street Name: Thomson Road
19. A Type of Car: Limousine
20. Title of a Song: Rivers flow in You (Yiruma)

Compared to the last time...

1. What is your name: Yi Lin ^^
2. A four letter word: What ?
3. A boy's name: Kai Wen
4. A girl's name: Kai Xin
5. An Occupation: Teacher :D
6. A Colour: Black
7. Something you'll wear: Jeans
8. A TV Series: Inuyasha :p
9. A Food: Western Food, I guess.
10. Something found in the bathroom: Towels
11. A Place: Ngee Ann Polytechnic
12. A Reason for being Late: Sprained Ankle
13. Something you'd shout: Geek!
14. A Movie Title: G-Force
15. Something you drink: Green Tea (Pokka)
16. A Musical Band: Jonas Brothers
17. An Animal: Tiger
18. A Street Name: Thomson Road
19. A Type of Car: Limo
20. Title of a Song: You Are Not Alone

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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Yesterday: (190710)
Nothing much... Went to school, did work, went home to talk on Windows Live ...

Today: (200710)
Went to school. Morning Assembly. Went back to class, Form Teacher's Period. Talk, read book, designed, class started. First off, Home Economics. Cooked Vegetarian 'Bee-hoon' and got 8/10 for it. :) Cut up stuff and fried them, hard. x__x Then, went back. Mathematics. Lawrence Lim gave us work, then Recess. Hung out with the same, went back to class. English. Lazed around, did nothing.

Then, Geography. Copied notes. Then, Science. Went through test that I got only 26.5/40 . Went off after that, was waiting at the benches and at the NEdote's table. Slacked around... Waited... Then, had to go for NAPFA, so forgot about it.

National Physical Fitness Assessment: (NAPFA)
First, Sit Up. Did 32 in 60 seconds. Partner was Emmanuel. He did 37.
Second, Shuttle Run. Got a fucking 13.55 seconds thanks to the friction on my legs. Cried a lot, wiped away tears, then continued.
Third, Sit & Reach. Got 29cm for that station. Last year, I got 39. This year, 29. Fuck .
Fourth, Standing Board Jump. Got 160cm. Happy ^^v Thanks to Jonathan for cheering me on.
Fifth, Inclined Pull-Ups. Did 10, satisfied. :|
Then, tried to re-test for Sit & Reach, and got even worse - 25cm !! FML .
Look at the chart yourselves.

I need support right now ...

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (5.03p.m , Tuesday , 20 July 2010)

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Saturday, July 17, 2010

Yesterday (160710):
Woke up, went to school. Saw Jonie, Sabine and a whole group of others talking to Emmanuel. Weird. Went over, talked then went to Pereum and the others. Slacked, Morning Assembly, sat until it was our turn to stand. Meantime, saw Hafiz talking to a teacher and was told to pick up the litter. So many of them, he was made to pick them. Looked like jail-punishment or something. -.- Hafiz had that straight face the whole time, weird and worried.

Went back to class, Geography. Died while listening, doodled my stuff. Next, Physical Education. Did some stretching exercises, practiced Standing Broad Jump and Inclined Pull-Ups for next week's NAPFA. o__o Then, went back to class. Mr Ang had more 'voices' to play around with. -.- Talked, did work, then Recess. Hung out with the normal people, then went back to class.

Next, Sugu. Did test, completed within 30 minutes and slept. Next, Mother Tongue. Teacher was retarded, but not as bad as the other, at least she allowed us to talk. Made Jet Jin sit in front of me, did his work while I copied and talked to Jonie who came beside me, then gossiped about some stuff, before lesson ended. Next, Sugu again. Read book, took YJ's pencil case, made him 'drama' in front of me, then returned it to him.

10 minutes before class ended, announcement: "Due to the rain, Cross Country for today will be canceled, may be postponed to another day." The whole of the lower sec, to the extent of what I could hear, screamed 'Woohoo!' like crazy. xD Then, hung out with Pereum and Ainul until 1.30p.m . Sorry for making you guys stay back without eating lunch. >< Then, went down to 7-Eleven, made them wait even longer. I'm terrible, aren't I. Then, went home and slacked. Talked on MSN, slept from 6.30p.m to 7a.m the next day.

Today (170710):
Didn't get to talk to him... Woke up at 7a.m and slacked. Caught a really bad flu.

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I'm tired of thinking. I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of wearing that fake smile on my face. I'm tired of missing. I'm tired of drying my tears. I'm tired of dreaming. I'm tired of shouting. I'm tired of forcing. I'm tired of seeing everything as reality. I'm tired of wishing. I'm tired of making a fool out of myself, thinking that everything is imaginary. I'm tired of everything... Just end it all, just stop everything in its path... I'm really tired, exhausted, stamina-less, high-fatigue ... Just stop ...

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (8.52 a.m , Saturday , 17 July 2010)

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Thursday, July 15, 2010

First, Happy Birthday Patrine ~ Birthday Bash - THIRTEEN smacks. :)

Went to school, first thing that caught my eye - Fan Xing and Jet Jin making strange actions. o__o Sat down, saw Jonathan without glasses and sitting down looking aimlessly, didn't see Sheng Hao, didn't see Andric either. Waited for Amani to arrive and talked with Arina and Ainul by the drain. Then, Morning Assembly. Proceeded as per normal, didn't do anything new, went back to class.

First lesson, Science. Jeffrey Ang talked about more stuff regarding Issues on Sex. Next was Maths. Didn't do homework, but didn't need to hand in. ;) Then, talked with Yong Jun and Keniko before the lesson ended. Next, Chinese. Saw Lim Siew Hong in a really weak-minded state, felt pity towards her (for once!) Asked her to go home, preferably, she said she wouldn't come tomorrow. Am I suppose to be feeling good or bad?

Next, Recess. Ate, talked, went back to class. Then, Music. Played some notes using a marker on the huge Chinese Drum. Lesson ended. Next was... Geography. Got scolded like shit for copying, Melissa had to lie that we were discussing. >< Sorry, thanks. (: Then, English. Didn't give a damn, just slacked and did my own stuff. :P Then, Pastoral Care. Before Miss Kang arrived, Winny and I talked about the Class-Tee design.

Felt really pissed that they didn't appreciate my work. Oh well. Miss Kang arrived, proceeded with PC, then last 5 minutes and 10 minutes of lunch-break was wasted talking about the design. Got out of class ASAP, cried with Amani lending me her hand. Ainul and Matilda cheered me up. Went to the Canteen, talked to the Auntie at Stall 3, she said they were nice. Ying Ling came over and said it was nice too.

Didn't feel the sincerity, but at least they didn't make things worse. Thanks ya. (: Then, Effa and the rest saw me cry, cheered me up. Andric and some other guy was at my 45-degrees and told Amani to call him over. Andric sat at another table, cheered me up. Ainul and Amani made me choke, so did Matilda. -.- Abigail saw what I did. Shhh~ Didn't want to eat anymore, otherwise I'd probably get another choking-experience. -.-

Then, went for ICT Lessons, didn't really pay attention. Talked to Mahin, Winny and Amani via Windows Live Messenger. (: Went home, slept, ate, currently finished blogging)

Since you guys don't appreciate my designs, do them yourselves then. I wouldn't give a damn, but at least apologize for what you said. You didn't even bother to look me in the eye and say sorry. What's an insincere apology meaning when there is no sincerity to it? You guys think you're so awesome, you guys are just losers that should fuck off. Don't shoot your mouth off just because you're not in our age group, because you guys are like us - Secondary Ones. :)

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (9.07p.m , Thursday , 15 July 2010)

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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Today, went to school. Saw Jonie and Vanessa, joined Jonie and went to Canteen to look for Jonathan, Sheng Hao and Melissa. Jonie didn't quite talk, and when I walked there, Sheng Hao said not to sit beside him, saying stuff like his bag has feelings. -.- Then, stood up for a few minutes before sitting beside Melissa and rest my head. First thing, Jonathan insulted me.

Sheng Hao just laughed, and when Jonathan finished his breakfast, went hyper with Jonie for a few minutes before running off back to the Parade Square. Then, she said that we were cooperative. :) Talked to Sheng Hao for a few minutes before starting to 'emo' for a few minutes, then went to join Pereum and others. ;) Morning Assembly proceeded as per normal, went back to class.

First period, Sugu. Talked, did own stuff, lesson ended. Double-period Art, Hajjar didn't come. Replacement teacher, Miss Soh. Did some games in groups of 4, while I teamed up with Winny, Pereum and Sabine. Talked to Fan Xing, Yong Jun, Jet Jin and the others. Lesson ended. Recess. Hung out with the same people, talked to Ainul, Effa and Pereum. Went back to class first while the rest went to the washroom.

Mother Tongue. Died. Received Mother Tongue Test Paper - 53% .___. Laughed it off with the China Boys and lesson ended. Next, Mathematics. Did test, completed, lesson ended while I was thinking of other stuff.
Music, went to Music Room, talked about instruments from the REALLY OLD times. o___o Then, last was Geography. Miss Kang didn't come, WHYYYY?!!! Weird teacher called Mrs Ching took over, didn't allow us to talk at all. -.-

School ended, went to the carpark with Sing Ying. Then heard Vanessa shouting 'BITCH!' from the back, to Sabine. Sabine got really pissed, wanted to take revenge. Talked to Zhi Cheng and Sing Ying before going into the car and went off. Was at United Square doing nothing except walking around, then went home and slept. Woke up and currently blogging. Tata~

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (6.28p.m , Wednesday , 14 July 2010)

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Monday, July 12, 2010

Morning Assembly, hung out with Pereum and the others. Sheng Hao came to entertain me, and said I was a 'fish', and I'm supposed to jump if I wanted the gum that he had. =\ Passed Q.H his wallet, also passed Jonathan the Music Sheet he requested. Morning Assembly proceeded as per normal. Then, when it was the inspection stuff, I saw Miss Kang with really thick mascara, gave me a fright. -.-"

Then, black-jacket guy was punished. :o Miss Chamb talked and talked, then suddenly talked about Janice. Got really pissed and hyper-ed with Winny. Then, talked some stuff about black-jacket guy and her stead, kept strangling her. :P Sorry :( Went back to class, Sugu. Did work on PYGMIES, talked about Potato. :x Next was Physical Education.

Ran 6 rounds from the Car-Park slope to the end of the Car-Park. Was really tired, lost to time by a few seconds. >< Face was really red, so went to the toilet. Went out with Amani, saw Jonathan and Hui Shan holding their D & T File and walking to the D & T Workshop. Went back, time for F & N. Talked about Carbohydrates, Fats, Proteins, Vitamins, Minerals, Water and some other stuff.

Recess, had to memorize Chinese stuff, tough time. Went to the Library with Pereum and met up with Jet Jin. Took a really long time to get the books, wasted almost the whole of Recess. Only had enough time to buy the drinks before Mr Kamsari came and shoo-ed us off. o___o Went back to class, Mother Tongue. Died really badly. Couldn't memorize the 10 sentences, but could memorize the passage, 3/4 of it.

After dying, revived again as it was Science. Talked about Issues on Sex, then went for a break of 5 minutes. Went insane with Jonie as we shouted all over the place~ xD Then, went back and chilled for a few seconds before going hyper and running out again! Woohoo! Went back for Brain Teasers, before the 2 lessons ended. Next was Mathematics.

Did more work. Winny, Pereum and Fan Xing were sent to the back for not doing their work. -.- Then, after that was Assembly. Principal's Talk. Ugh. =_= Talked about YOG, Oral Exams and some other stuff. Went off and fetched my mother to the shop. Ate lunch before going home. Took a shower and napped. Ate, laptop, looked at homework, currently going to bed. Nights~

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (10.42p.m , Monday , 12 July 2010)

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Friday, July 9, 2010

Went to school as per normal, met up with Melissa, Javin and Sheng Hao. Went off with Sheng Hao and walked back to class with him entertaining me. =) Talked with Vanessa and Sheng Hao at the stone tables around the corner, and did the letter-writing stuff. Sheng Hao called Jonathan to ask where he was, at 7.11a.m , then went to the Canteen and met up with him. Showed him my class photo, he laughed at me.

Felt really insulted and walked at a faster pace than Jonathan, while we were going back to our respective classes, Jonathan talked to me but I only gave him one-word-answers. =\ Went back and saw Lim Siew Hong at the class teacher's table, walked back to my table and continued with my work. Morning Assembly proceeded as per normal, and the first lesson was Geography. Learned about the Solar System and the Milky Way, also about the first person in space.

After that was Physical Education. Sat down first at the curb around the bookshop, with Amani and Fenna. 4N3 was also assembling there, and Jonathan came to disturb me, but without talking to me. Before we lined up, Jonathan's class went to the Hall, and Jonathan was carrying the basket full of equipments, and walking up the stairs. Mrs Yeo came with another teacher, the back of her shirt wrote "Pain is an Illusion." It was so cool, I decided to write it on my arm.

Ran around the school 4 times, did exercises and went back to class. Tired out, said hi to Flying Fish and Da Lynn. Mr Ang came in, and he said it was just like a garbage dump - stank like hell. =\ Talked more on Human Reproduction, saw a video on Abortion, and he said he'll teach us about Sexual Intercourse during the next lesson - ew. -.-

Recess, took my work and rushed it, but only 2 pieces. Went back to class, Sugu. Did my work and finally completed it. Next was Mother Tongue, handed in my work, Lim Siew Hong said she called my parents. -.- _|_ Damn you . Then, didn't do the test, just got 4 classmates to write on 4 different sentences. =) Then, it was English again. Drew more on my hand, before finally being able to go off.

After school, walked around with Amani and the others, and talked to Jonie, Melissa, Yin Cai and Jonathan. Melissa's mother came to bring Melissa to buy bread, before they went off. Yin Cai was doing her Wushu, before I wanted to go up. Showed Sheng Hao, Jonathan and Yin Cai my arm that was 'scarred' "Pain is an Illusion". Sheng Hao patted my head and messed up my hair, Yin Cai said it was cool. Jonathan grabbed my hand to have a better view, before stabbing my waist area. Hurt a lot, ><

Went up and called out to him. Threw a Green Tea bottle down as he said he wanted me to, then, "Perfect Catch." :) I told him not to throw it back up, and he could have it, since I don't really want to be a Green-Tea-addict. =\ Went to C.O Practice. Halfway through, all the Er Hu seniors came to the class as well, and we all practiced. Went home after that, currently blogging.

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (7.21p.m , Friday , 09 July 2010)

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Thursday, July 8, 2010

Today, rained and went to school. Met up with Amani and the others. Arina came later, then we went to the Canteen and bought drinks. Sheng Hao came and said he wouldn't give me gum, just as he always says. =\ Then, went back to class with Amani, Ainul and Sheng Hao, talked to Sheng Hao outside the class. After talking, went back but heard Vanessa talk to him, so went to look again. Apparently Vanessa knew Sheng Hao, and demanded gum from him. o__o

Ran back to class after seeing Miss Kang enter the class, Sheng Hao laughed from behind. =| Then, had Morning Assembly in the class and was told to do Silent Reading. Talked to YJ and Keniko, and got the Class Photos, they were so weird-looking, especially since I didn't wear my glasses. The first face that I noticed in one of the Fun Photo was Zhi Cheng's face - Mr Bean! xD

Class started off with Science. Mr Tissue (Mr Ang) still wiped his face with the tissues he always had around him, and talked about Sexual Reproduction and the Human Reproductive System. Next was Mathematics, Mr Lim had us do more work, Miss Chong was there! MISS CHONG, MISSED YOU TEACHING US! THIS MR LIM AIN'T AS EFFICIENT AS YOU! Yea. Really miss her always laughing along with us, unlike Robot-Mr-Lim, always talking about WORK.

Next was Chinese. Didn't memorize the Passage, was punished to write the whole thing 5 times, ugh. -.- Then, went for Recess. Heard Effa talk about her and the 'rumors', then chat and went back to class. Saw Jonathan and Sheng Hao walk out of their classrooms after the bell rang, waved bye-bye and went back to class. After Recess was... Err... Music, I think. Still, that teacher didn't come, so we did crossword-puzzles that the replacement teacher gave.

After that was... English. Apparently, Mrs Tay and another teacher came in with Mr Sugu and watched us. Mr Sugu talked about Facts and Opinions. Apparently, one of the questions said, "Mr Sugu is the most handsome teacher in Balestier Hill. Fact/Opinion" I canceled 'Fact' immediately. xD They went off, then it was... Geography. Miss Kang talked about more things related to the world while we paid attention. Lastly was Pastoral Care. Talked about labeling and constructive feedback, then went out of the class.

Stayed back in the school until 1.45p.m , with Arina, Effa, Ainul and Amani at the Canteen. Then, went to the Foyer and talked to Sheng Hao that came quite late. Went into the bus and ended up having to sit with Fan Xing while Amani sat with Ying Ling. Then, stopped at a museum and talked to Miss Kang. Then went around taking pictures and still talked to Miss Kang, looked at sculptures and studied their History before going back to Balestier Hill.

Sat at the gate with Amani and Ainul, Yin Cai and Jonie. Jonie went off at 6.03p.m , and I went off at around 6.15p.m .

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (7.12p.m , Thursday , 08 July 2010)

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Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Yesterday; 060710
Went to school as per normal. Morning Assembly also proceeded as per normal, and so did lessons. So, I shall skip to Recess. During Recess, had tons of fun with Amani and the others, but before that, I bought my fried rice. The worst part to yesterday was, that Mrs Ang was walking around and talking to the pupils around the stone tables. Then, when she came over to me...

Mrs Ang: Eh girl, you okay?
Yi Lin: Ya.
Mrs Ang: What's wrong, headache? Or thinking of something troubling?
Yi Lin: Thinking of some stuff.
Mrs Ang: Share it with me, I will help you.
Yi Lin: Err... Well, (made up a lie), my friends are ignoring me just because I don't let them copy my work.
Mrs Ang: What? But that is the right thing you're doing.
Yi Lin: Exactly! (Disagrees in mind)
Mrs Ang: Okay, so anymore problems?
*Mahin steps in*
Yi Lin: (Thank you!!)
Mahin: Hey Yi Lin, hello Mrs Ang.
Mrs Ang: Hello.
Then they talked, and she left.
Mahin: *Turns around*, thank me!
Yi Lin: *Stared at Mrs Ang for 3 seconds. Turns to Mahin* Thank you!

Then, went back to the group where Amani and the others were, since they were sitting at the table in front of mine while Mrs Ang was around.

Amani: *Walks to the tables* Eh you guys very cute hor, Yi Lin sat there and you guys sat here.
Yi Lin: *o.o*
Arina: Noo Amani, is because the VP was there.
Yi Lin: Ya, she asked me some stuff. -.-

Went back to class, then study, study, study, and finally went home.

Today; 070710
Went to school, saw 1E2 in a circle and joined in, then left after a few minutes. Saw Amani as I put my bag down, and talked while screaming out names. Sheng Hao and Jonathan came out of the Canteen, and Jonathan slapped his Green Tea bottle and the water droplets would fall on my head (his common hobby), while Sheng Hao laughed as he ate his gum. -.-

Then, while talking, Sheng Hao put the bottle of gum on my head, and told me to take one myself. Took one and thanked him, but the weird part was - I had one coffee candy in my mouth, one blackcurrant flavored candy, and now I had a mint-flavored gum. =\ Weird ehs. Morning Assembly proceeded as per normal... Then, first period to start off was English. An old geezer was taking over Mr Sugu. -.- Did our own stuff, then next was Art.

Miss Hajaar had us do the color-wheel as we learned about warm and cool colors, also learning color effects like Monochromatic and 2 other types. Then it was Recess. Hung out with Amani and the others again, ate then went to the bookshop, but were not allowed to buy anything as the bell went off. -.- Went back to class, and it was Chinese.

Chinese Test, wrote words that were similar to the passage, but wasn't caught. ;) Melissa, YJ, Jonie, Abigail and someone else had to stay back. Melissa was complaining to me about it, I wonder how it was now. Next was... Mathematics. Did more work, then it was finally over. Next was Music, but was replaced by Mr Freddie Chan again, since Mr whoever-he-was isn't here, again.

Drew on the board with Hiran, Amani, WInny, Vanessa, Fan Xing, Patrine and others. ;) Drew tons of fun stuff and enjoyed myself a lot. ^^ After that, was finally Geography. Talked about more stuff with Miss Kang before going back to Kheng Cheng, or so I thought. Thanks to that stupid maid of mine, my mom didn't allow me to go back to Kheng Cheng, and Sabine was so disappointed.

Sent her to the bus-stop where both of us were stopping, before going different ways and went home. 'Someone' came to my house and charged his handphone, then went off at about 4.50p.m . Slept at 5 to 8. Felt dizzy, then talked to Jonathan and Javin via Facebook Chat. End of story, sayonara .

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (10.40p.m , Wednesday , 7 July 2010)

End of Post <3 @ 10:43 PM

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Saturday, July 3, 2010

Yesterday, I went to school as per normal. At school before Assembly, I hung around the Canteen and the Parade Square. Saw Jonathan, Sheng Hao, Amani and the others. Morning Assembly proceeded as per normal, then we went back to class. First period was Mathematics, did our work, same things again. Then, it was Physical Education, and we gathered outside the School Bookshop. What's more coincidental was that we were gathered beside 4N3, where Hui Shan and Jonathan were. =\

Then, we each took a skipping rope and practiced our stretching, but the movements were so embarrassing that Jonathan kept coming towards our class and did silly movements and started laughing. -.- After that, we tied the rope back and did our Shuttle Run. =) The boys went first, followed by the girls. I got either second or third, I don't remember. After that was supposed to be Science for me and Vanessa, but because of the P.E Enrichment for Hockey, we had to go meet Mr Karamjit, who was at the Parade Square as well.

We practiced Open and Closed Dribble, before Kaixuan arrived. Then the first 2 classes, 1N2 and 1T2 arrived. Vanessa and I had to teach them, but we didn't have the patience nor energy to do anything. So we just let them do their own practice/things, while we sat by the curb. The next batch was 1E1 and 1N1. They were easier, but not too much better either. After that, we went for Recess. I bought Green Tea using Amani's money, then went off with Vanessa to go wait for the last batch to arrive.

The last batch, as I predicted and was pretty obvious, was 1E2 and 1T1. Before they came to the Stations, I talked to Jonathan and Sheng Hao who were by the Parade Square, at the D & T Staircase. Sheng Hao messed up my already-messed-up-hair, then I re-tied it. Jonathan started to make up jokes and insult me, but I had to bear with it, since I promised someone, something. Since even those from our own class couldn't listen to us, I didn't have any hope any longer. What's more, while I was showing them an example, I sprained my ankle as my knee hit the drain by the curb.

Not only did they not listen, they laughed. I started tearing up, but then my will stopped it all, I started shouting. I didn't have the energy anymore... I sat down on the ground, but still helped Vanessa out with the pupils. Went back to class using Amani's shoulder as support, and it was Mother Tongue. Read the passage in the Textbook, and it ended. Next was Geography. Talked about the World and the continents. Last was English. Went to the Library and talked with Mahin, Hiran and Amani in a group of 4.

Went to the Mac Tables after that, slacked while Amani did her Essay on "Why I was late to Band". =\ At 12.50p.m , Arina and Ainul came and went off with Amani, while I went to the Music Room to assemble and prepare to go to Splendours. Stayed in the Music Room for an hour doing nothing but 'emo'. Then, we put our bag there and left to Splendours. Before that, we walked by the Foyer, and I saw Jonathan and Yin Cai doing a split, which was the most embarrassing pose I ever saw him in. xD

It was raining really heavily, then we took the bus to HDB Hub and went backstage to slack before the teachers made us 'protect' the instruments. Fan Xing, Zhi Cheng and I talked to Mr Fang, laughed and talked. :) Then, we stayed backstage for at least 4 hours before we were finally able to go have dinner. Hui Shan said to look for Jack, as he wasn't there yet, and his ticket is with her. Looked for him the whole time while eating dinner, but still didn't see him.

Then, we went backstage again, as Splendours was finally starting, but thanks to the Dance Club's Girls, we had to stay at the second level at the backstage of the Auditorium, for at least 1 hour and a half, with the Band members, the Chinese Orchestra Members and the Choir Members. The Drama Members were, luckily, not there. There were at least a hundred people cramped there, and after the Dance Performance, we finally got to go down and watch the performance via the Projector.

Too bad, all we got to see was half of the Choir, and the Chinese Orchestra. I completely missed out on Sabine's Solo, Band's Performance, of course the Dances', and the Drama's Performance. What's worse was that when all of us were gathered outside HDB Hub to wait for the bus, we waited for half an hour for the bus. So, while Jack was there, I went to him and spotted Leander and Hui Shan with him. Hui Shan even said we were a couple, again. -.-

Then, the bus finally arrived. Went back to Balestier Hill and started cursing in the bus. Got my schoolbag then went off and went home. At home, told my brother about my day and he was laughing while I was really pissed. Damn, Splendours sucked as a first experience. I can't believe this is what the 'fun' the seniors promised it would be!

020710 - One of the Worst Days of my Life

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (5.35p.m , Friday , 2 July 2010)

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Thursday, July 1, 2010

Ten things about yourself,

Wong Yi Lin

1E2 '10

Single, ~~Attached~~.

Black, White and Blue

Dearest Friends Loved, ♥

Hopelessly in Love.

Loves Drawing, Sketching

Hates Many-things

Believes in Trust

A Girl that had a past.

Nine things you’ve thought about recently,

Why do I love him?

Does he love me?

Does 'he' still love me?

Why did he have to love me?

Why did life have to be like this?

Nothing matters anymore.

Can I go on like this?

Why can't I go on with life?

Do I still love him?

Eight ways to win your heart,

Pat my head.

Bring me out.

Cheer me up.

Talk to me first.

Be kind to me and my friends.

Don't be rude.

Love me for what I AM.

Stay by my side, forever.

Seven favourite songs,

I Wanted You - Ina

Break Your Heart - Taio Cruz

Haru Haru - Big Bang

Look At Me - Big Bang

Say Goodbye - S Club 7

Because of You - Kelly Clarkson

The Time has Come - Pokemon

Six things to do before you go to bed,

Do homework

Bathe

Eat

Surf Internet

Call friends on the phone

Talk to friends on MSN

Five things you wish you could say to five different people right this very moment,

Jonathan: Heyo... Today was horrible...

Andric: Dude, sorry for everything I've done to hurt you...

Amani: I'm going through my emo moments right now...

Xiaofang: Tons of new stuff that I've learnt, but yours was the most important.

Vanessa: I'm totally hating the P.E today!

Four things you’re doing right now,

Breathing

Blinking

Talking

Thinking

Three things you’re scared of,

Losing Him

Hurting Him

Missing Him and having suicidal thoughts

Two things you want to do before you die,

Spend my last day with Him

Go out with Him and do everything together

One confession,

I love Him so much.

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About

Name:

Wong Yi Lin
Date of Birth; Zodiac; Horoscope:

160997; Ox; Virgo, the Virgin
Personality:

Emotional, Pessimistic
Motto:

Never assume you know everything

Don't pretend to understand
Loves:

Anime, Animals, Friends
Hates:

People who are not trustworthy,
Childish, Backstabbing etc
Relationship Status:

Single

Schools:

Kheng Cheng School;
~~P1.7 '04~~
~~P2.7 '05~~
~~P3.7 '06~~
~~P4.4 '07~~
~~P5.3 '08~~
~~P6.3 '09~~

Balestier Hill Secondary;
1E2 '10

Co-Curricular Activity;
~~Art Club, Crafts~~
~~Chess Club~~
Chinese Orchestra
~~Green Club~~
~~Lion Dance~~

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ZIEGLER ; GAN KOR !

Grievances

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Acquaintances

KCS:
KCS P6.3 '09 ♥
Alison ♥
Anzoe ♥
Charissa ♥
Claire Liew ♥
Claire Wong ♥
Germaine ♥
Isabelle ♥
Jamine ♥
Jonie ♥
Kailin ♥
Monica ♥
Natsumi ♥
Nichapat ♥
Rochelle ♥
Selina ♥
Sheena ♥
Sing Ying ♥
Tze Wan ♥
Violet ♥
Wan Ling ♥
Wei Jun ♥
Winnie ♥
Yvette ♥

BHSS:
4E1 '09 Batch ♥
Abigail ♥
Adelle ♥
Agnes ♥
Ainul ♥
Alexandrela Eunice Valentino Rae ♥
Alicia ♥
Amani ♥
Arina ♥
Azman ♥
Ban Siang ♥
Beatrice ♥
Cai Xuan ♥
Dawn ♥
Diana ♥
Derek ♥
Edwin ♥
Eunice Lim ♥
Hafiz ♥
Hui Shan ♥
Ivy ♥
Janice ♥
Jasmine ♥
Javin ♥
Jiaru ♥
Jiayean ♥
Jin Hui ♥
Jonathan ♥
Jun Huang ♥
Kim Hong ♥
Mahin ♥
Melissa ♥
Mern An ♥
Ming Fu ♥
Muan Ting ♥
Naomi ♥
Natalie Hue ♥
Natalie Loh ♥
Patrine ♥
Qi Tian ♥
Rujiana ♥
Ryo Yamamoto ♥
Shangzhi ♥
Sin Yee ♥
Sing Ying ♥
Vanessa ♥
Wayne ♥
WendyN ♥
Winny ♥
Winny's Blogshop ♥
Yanching ♥
Yin Teng ♥
Ying Xia ♥
Yu Liang ♥
Yuen Yern ♥
Yuke Jen ♥
Yusuf ♥
Zhung An ♥

Others:
Known via Internet:
Agnes ♥
As Ahmad ♥
Cynthia ♥
Dana ♥
Erica ♥
Esther ♥
Phoebe ♥
Qing ♥
Theresa ♥
Yuqian ♥
Friends (Met Face-to-face):
Jay ♥
Teng Yao ♥
XiaoFang ♥
Celebrity Blogger:
Dasmond Koh
Felicia Chin (1)
Felicia Chin (2)
Jeanette Aw
Joanna Peh
Zheng Bin Hui

Wishes

School:

~~200+ for PSLE !~~ ♥

A1 ~ A2 for English ! ♥

~~Able to have Recess w/ Seniors~~ ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Adam ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Alicia ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Catherine ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Chang Long ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Eunice ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Hafiz ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Janice ! ♥

~~Able to meet and talk to Kristopher~~ ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Li Ting ! ♥

~~Able to meet and talk to Sarah !~~ ♥

Able to meet and talk to Terrence ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Xin Rong ! ♥

~~Able to meet and talk to Yan Ching~~ ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Yusuf ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Yu Liang ! ♥

Continue in Express until Graduate ! ♥

Get 24 Points & Above for NAPFA ! ♥

Good Results for SA ! ♥

Outings:

AFA '10 ! ♥

Chalet Party '10 ! ♥

~~Go out with DaJie, Ty and QH~~ ! ♥

Go out to Bugis with Jon, DaJie and Ty !
1 , 2, 3 ! ♥

Go out w/ Dearest Friends on B'day ! ♥

~~Go out w/ Friends in Holidays~~ ! ♥

Go back to KCS @ TCY ! ♥

Go to Japan ! ♥

Go to next Class Gathering ! ♥

~~Go to Siloso Beach~~ ! ♥

Go to Sunway Lagoon ! ♥

Go to Wild-Wild Wet ! ♥

~~Go watch Toy Story 3~~ ! ♥

Outing w/ P6.3 '09 ! ♥

Outing w/ Alicia ! ♥

Outing w/ Amani ! ♥

Outing w/ Anzoe ! ♥

~~Outing w/ Fan Xing~~ ! ♥

Outing w/ Jonathan ! ♥

Outing w/ Jonie ! ♥

Outing w/ Natsumi ! ♥

Outing w/ QH ! ♥

Outing w/ Sarah ! ♥

~~Outing w/ Teng Yao~~ ! ♥

Outing w/ Winnie ! ♥

~~Outing w/ Xiaofang~~ ! ♥

New Stuff:

Class Tee 1e2; 6.3 ! ♥

Gasing ! ♥

GIANT Lollipop ! ♥

A Room of my own ! ♥

~~New Schoolbag~~ ! ♥

New Cap ! ♥

~~New Clothes~~ ! ♥

New Handphone ! ♥

New Hard Disk ! ♥

New Hat ! ♥

New Headphones ! ♥

New Hoodie ! ♥

New Jacket ! ♥

New Laptop ! ♥

New Mini-skirt ! ♥

New Polo-Tee ! ♥

New Slippers ! ♥

~~New Skirt~~ ! ♥

New Sneakers ! ♥

Practice-room for Er Hu ! ♥

Roy Mustang's Glove ! ♥

~~Sketch Book !~~ ♥

Sketches:

Sketch Akabane ! ♥

Sketch Arbiter ! ♥

Sketch Allen Walker ! ♥

Sketch Ban ! ♥

Sketch Envy ! ♥

Sketch Full-Metal ! ♥

Sketch Ginji ! ♥

Sketch Greed ! ♥

SKetch Himiko ! ♥

Sketch Inuyasha ! ♥

Sketch Jasdero ! ♥

Sketch Kanda Yu ! ♥

Sketch Kagome ! ♥

Sketch Kazuki ! ♥

Sketch Lust ! ♥

Sketch MakubeX ! ♥

Sketch Naruto ! ♥

Sketch Roy Mustang ! ♥

Sketch Sasuke ! ♥

Sketch Shido ! ♥

Sketch Sloth ! ♥

Sketch Wrath ! ♥

Sketch Nice Anime ! ♥

Others:

Be with the guy I love ! ♥

Cook a dish for Him ! ♥

Find my True Friends ! ♥

~~Find the Right Guy~~ ! ♥

~~Forget the Past~~ ! ♥

~~Get into Performing Arts~~ ! ♥

~~Get to know good seniors~~ ! ♥

Learn Japanese ! ♥

Learn Sign Language ! ♥

~~Meet Xiaofang's Cousin~~ ! ♥

More Open-minded ! ♥

More Freedom ! ♥

More Money ! ♥

~~No Hot-temper~~ ! ♥

No Violence ! ♥

~~Sun-burn gone~~ ! ♥

~~"Love-wound" to heal~~ ! ♥

Credits

History

April 2010
May 2010
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August 2010