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Thursday, July 22, 2010

Last time...
1) From now on, you can't tell lies, are you ready?
Fair enough, go.

2) Think back 6 months ago, were you single?
Yes. I was, am and will always be single.

3) What do you carry with you at all times?
Handphone.

4) When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
No, I don't mean it.

5) What are you feeling?
Stressed out, due to pressure from peers and studies.

6) Is something wrong right now?
Yes, it's so silent...

7) Are you mad at someone?
No.

8) What's on your mind?
Something and someone...

9) Are you jealous of someone right now?
No, not at all.

10) Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
Yes, I do.

11) Do you want to start over with anyone?
All the friends whom I have taken for granted.

12) Do you know if anyone likes you?
Yes... Quite a few, too...

13) Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I'm neutral at it. I get angry and would shout out all my feelings...

14) What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleeping, or doing my homework.

15) True love or 1 Billion Bucks?
Either one.

16) Has anyone told you have pretty eyes?
Yes, but I don't believe that person.

17) Anything you would change about your life right now?
Yes, everything. I wish time can go back...

18) Could you cry right now for me?
No, I don't cry for others.

19) Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
Yes, it's my often habit.

20) How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Almost everytime when I put myself in the person's shoes.

21) Are you okay with the life you live?
No, I hate it.

22) Last person you told a secret to?
Wenqin.

23) Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
No, not everything, but many things.

24) When was the last time you cried?
A few minutes ago...

25) How much money did you spend today?
$7.50

26) What are you sitting on right now?
The ground.

27) What's something you really want right now? Be honest.
I want to go out.

28) How do you feel about your hair right now?
It's okay, I tied it up.

29) What did you do yesterday?
Run alot, 2km ~ 4km...

30) Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
No, I've never told anyone my biggest secret.

31) Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
Yes, and it's a female I really admire.

32) When's the last time you said you were fine but you really weren't?
Just yesterday, when 1E2 was running.

33) Is there someone on your mind right now?
Yes... Miss Noelle Lee...

34) Whose birthday is coming up?
I can't remember...

35) Were you happy when you woke up?
No, I was dragged out of my sweet dream.

36) Is there anything to be happy about?
No...

37) What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
Misery. I miss Miss Noelle Lee...

38) Are you easy to get along with?
Once you get to know me...

39) Have you ever cheated on someone?
On feelings, no. But something else, yes.

40) Who is the last person to send you a text message?
Aaron Goh.

Now...
1) From now on, you can't tell lies, are you ready?
Sure .

2) Think back 6 months ago, were you single?
Nope, was attached .

3) What do you carry with you at all times?
Ring .

4) When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
Sometimes yes, sometimes no .

5) What are you feeling?
Love-struck

6) Is something wrong right now?
No .

7) Are you mad at someone?
Yes .

8) What's on your mind?
When he'd be back, and obviously, him .

9) Are you jealous of someone right now?
Yes, very .

10) Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
No, I have one shaped like a panda .

11) Do you want to start over with anyone?
Him .

12) Do you know if anyone likes you?
Yes .

13) Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I'm an expert, no one ever saw me cry except Amani and Andric .

14) What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Bathing .

15) True love or 1 Billion Bucks?
True Love .

16) Has anyone told you have pretty eyes?
Yes .

17) Anything you would change about your life right now?
Yes, I want him to love me .

18) Could you cry right now for me?
I wouldn't for you, but willing for others .

19) Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
Yes .

20) How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
All the time .

21) Are you okay with the life you live?
Yes .

22) Last person you told a secret to?
Amani .

23) Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
Yes .

24) When was the last time you cried?
Before English Oral .

25) How much money did you spend today?
$15.40

26) What are you sitting on right now?
The sofa .

27) What's something you really want right now? Be honest.
I want to meet him .

28) How do you feel about your hair right now?
Let down .

29) What did you do yesterday?
Sleep .

30) Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
No .

31) Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
Yes, him .

32) When's the last time you said you were fine but you really weren't?
Today .

33) Is there someone on your mind right now?
Yes, him .

34) Whose birthday is coming up?
Who gives a damn .

35) Were you happy when you woke up?
Yes, I was woken up from a nightmare .

36) Is there anything to be happy about?
Yes .

37) What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
Love-struck .

38) Are you easy to get along with?
Yes, and no .

39) Have you ever cheated on someone?
Yes, Andric .

40) Who is the last person to send you a text message?
Jonathan .

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About

Name:

Wong Yi Lin
Date of Birth; Zodiac; Horoscope:

160997; Ox; Virgo, the Virgin
Personality:

Emotional, Pessimistic
Motto:

Never assume you know everything

Don't pretend to understand
Loves:

Anime, Animals, Friends
Hates:

People who are not trustworthy,
Childish, Backstabbing etc
Relationship Status:

Single

Schools:

Kheng Cheng School;
~~P1.7 '04~~
~~P2.7 '05~~
~~P3.7 '06~~
~~P4.4 '07~~
~~P5.3 '08~~
~~P6.3 '09~~

Balestier Hill Secondary;
1E2 '10

Co-Curricular Activity;
~~Art Club, Crafts~~
~~Chess Club~~
Chinese Orchestra
~~Green Club~~
~~Lion Dance~~

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MEET THE PEEPS I LOVE !

AISHITERU ! ♥

AMANI ; BESTIIE HUSBAND !
FANXING ; GAN ER ZI !
JONATHAN.C ; BESTIIE KOR !
JONIE.G ; GAN MEI !
KENIKO.T ; GAN DADDY !
RACHEL.S ; GAN JIE !
SARAH ; GAN JIE !
WINNY.P ; BESTIIE AIAI !
ZHICHENG ; GAN AH-PA !

ANZOE.H ; GAN MEI !
DALYNN ; GAN JIE !
JETJIN ; GAN KOR !
MINHAO ; GAN KOR !
WINNIE.L ; GAN JIE !
XIAOFANG ; GAN JIE !

BAKA BAKA ! ♥

ABEL.L ; GAN KOR !
AINUL.S ; DINOSAURR !
ARINA ; GAN NU ER !
FENNA.H ; GAN MEI !
HAFIZ ; EMO EMO !
KRISTOPHER.A ; KIIRA !
LARISSA.G ; GAN JIE !
NATTHIDA.T ; GAN MEI !
WESLEY.T ; GAN AH-PA !
YONGJUN ; TEDDYBEARR!

JACK.S ; GAN KOR !
JINGHUI ; GAN JIE !
QIHONG ; GAN KOR !
SHENGHAO ; GAN KOR !
SHOHIB ; GAN ER ZII !
WENQING ; GAN JIE !

SHAGUAS ! ♥

ALEXANDRELA EUNICE ; GAN JIE !
ALICIA.T ; GAN JIE !
ALVIN.L ; GAN KOR !
ARKAR.T ; GAN KOR !
AZLAN ; GAN DADDY !
HAZIQ ; GAN MA !
JAY.F ; PIGGY OINKK !
SHAWN.H ; GAN KOR !

DEVI ; GAN JIE !
GRACE.T ; SCARYY !
LORENZO.G ; GAN KOR !
MAHIN ; GAN JIE !
SABINE ; SINGERR !
SINYEE ; FLYINGG FISH !
XINRONG ; GAN JIE !
YANCHING ; GAN JIE !
YUSUF ; JOKERR !
ZIEGLER ; GAN KOR !

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Acquaintances

KCS:
KCS P6.3 '09 ♥
Alison ♥
Anzoe ♥
Charissa ♥
Claire Liew ♥
Claire Wong ♥
Germaine ♥
Isabelle ♥
Jamine ♥
Jonie ♥
Kailin ♥
Monica ♥
Natsumi ♥
Nichapat ♥
Rochelle ♥
Selina ♥
Sheena ♥
Sing Ying ♥
Tze Wan ♥
Violet ♥
Wan Ling ♥
Wei Jun ♥
Winnie ♥
Yvette ♥

BHSS:
4E1 '09 Batch ♥
Abigail ♥
Adelle ♥
Agnes ♥
Ainul ♥
Alexandrela Eunice Valentino Rae ♥
Alicia ♥
Amani ♥
Arina ♥
Azman ♥
Ban Siang ♥
Beatrice ♥
Cai Xuan ♥
Dawn ♥
Diana ♥
Derek ♥
Edwin ♥
Eunice Lim ♥
Hafiz ♥
Hui Shan ♥
Ivy ♥
Janice ♥
Jasmine ♥
Javin ♥
Jiaru ♥
Jiayean ♥
Jin Hui ♥
Jonathan ♥
Jun Huang ♥
Kim Hong ♥
Mahin ♥
Melissa ♥
Mern An ♥
Ming Fu ♥
Muan Ting ♥
Naomi ♥
Natalie Hue ♥
Natalie Loh ♥
Patrine ♥
Qi Tian ♥
Rujiana ♥
Ryo Yamamoto ♥
Shangzhi ♥
Sin Yee ♥
Sing Ying ♥
Vanessa ♥
Wayne ♥
WendyN ♥
Winny ♥
Winny's Blogshop ♥
Yanching ♥
Yin Teng ♥
Ying Xia ♥
Yu Liang ♥
Yuen Yern ♥
Yuke Jen ♥
Yusuf ♥
Zhung An ♥

Others:
Known via Internet:
Agnes ♥
As Ahmad ♥
Cynthia ♥
Dana ♥
Erica ♥
Esther ♥
Phoebe ♥
Qing ♥
Theresa ♥
Yuqian ♥
Friends (Met Face-to-face):
Jay ♥
Teng Yao ♥
XiaoFang ♥
Celebrity Blogger:
Dasmond Koh
Felicia Chin (1)
Felicia Chin (2)
Jeanette Aw
Joanna Peh
Zheng Bin Hui

Wishes

School:

~~200+ for PSLE !~~ ♥

A1 ~ A2 for English ! ♥

~~Able to have Recess w/ Seniors~~ ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Adam ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Alicia ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Catherine ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Chang Long ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Eunice ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Hafiz ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Janice ! ♥

~~Able to meet and talk to Kristopher~~ ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Li Ting ! ♥

~~Able to meet and talk to Sarah !~~ ♥

Able to meet and talk to Terrence ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Xin Rong ! ♥

~~Able to meet and talk to Yan Ching~~ ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Yusuf ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Yu Liang ! ♥

Continue in Express until Graduate ! ♥

Get 24 Points & Above for NAPFA ! ♥

Good Results for SA ! ♥

Outings:

AFA '10 ! ♥

Chalet Party '10 ! ♥

~~Go out with DaJie, Ty and QH~~ ! ♥

Go out to Bugis with Jon, DaJie and Ty !
1 , 2, 3 ! ♥

Go out w/ Dearest Friends on B'day ! ♥

~~Go out w/ Friends in Holidays~~ ! ♥

Go back to KCS @ TCY ! ♥

Go to Japan ! ♥

Go to next Class Gathering ! ♥

~~Go to Siloso Beach~~ ! ♥

Go to Sunway Lagoon ! ♥

Go to Wild-Wild Wet ! ♥

~~Go watch Toy Story 3~~ ! ♥

Outing w/ P6.3 '09 ! ♥

Outing w/ Alicia ! ♥

Outing w/ Amani ! ♥

Outing w/ Anzoe ! ♥

~~Outing w/ Fan Xing~~ ! ♥

Outing w/ Jonathan ! ♥

Outing w/ Jonie ! ♥

Outing w/ Natsumi ! ♥

Outing w/ QH ! ♥

Outing w/ Sarah ! ♥

~~Outing w/ Teng Yao~~ ! ♥

Outing w/ Winnie ! ♥

~~Outing w/ Xiaofang~~ ! ♥

New Stuff:

Class Tee 1e2; 6.3 ! ♥

Gasing ! ♥

GIANT Lollipop ! ♥

A Room of my own ! ♥

~~New Schoolbag~~ ! ♥

New Cap ! ♥

~~New Clothes~~ ! ♥

New Handphone ! ♥

New Hard Disk ! ♥

New Hat ! ♥

New Headphones ! ♥

New Hoodie ! ♥

New Jacket ! ♥

New Laptop ! ♥

New Mini-skirt ! ♥

New Polo-Tee ! ♥

New Slippers ! ♥

~~New Skirt~~ ! ♥

New Sneakers ! ♥

Practice-room for Er Hu ! ♥

Roy Mustang's Glove ! ♥

~~Sketch Book !~~ ♥

Sketches:

Sketch Akabane ! ♥

Sketch Arbiter ! ♥

Sketch Allen Walker ! ♥

Sketch Ban ! ♥

Sketch Envy ! ♥

Sketch Full-Metal ! ♥

Sketch Ginji ! ♥

Sketch Greed ! ♥

SKetch Himiko ! ♥

Sketch Inuyasha ! ♥

Sketch Jasdero ! ♥

Sketch Kanda Yu ! ♥

Sketch Kagome ! ♥

Sketch Kazuki ! ♥

Sketch Lust ! ♥

Sketch MakubeX ! ♥

Sketch Naruto ! ♥

Sketch Roy Mustang ! ♥

Sketch Sasuke ! ♥

Sketch Shido ! ♥

Sketch Sloth ! ♥

Sketch Wrath ! ♥

Sketch Nice Anime ! ♥

Others:

Be with the guy I love ! ♥

Cook a dish for Him ! ♥

Find my True Friends ! ♥

~~Find the Right Guy~~ ! ♥

~~Forget the Past~~ ! ♥

~~Get into Performing Arts~~ ! ♥

~~Get to know good seniors~~ ! ♥

Learn Japanese ! ♥

Learn Sign Language ! ♥

~~Meet Xiaofang's Cousin~~ ! ♥

More Open-minded ! ♥

More Freedom ! ♥

More Money ! ♥

~~No Hot-temper~~ ! ♥

No Violence ! ♥

~~Sun-burn gone~~ ! ♥

~~"Love-wound" to heal~~ ! ♥

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