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Saturday, July 3, 2010

Yesterday, I went to school as per normal. At school before Assembly, I hung around the Canteen and the Parade Square. Saw Jonathan, Sheng Hao, Amani and the others. Morning Assembly proceeded as per normal, then we went back to class. First period was Mathematics, did our work, same things again. Then, it was Physical Education, and we gathered outside the School Bookshop. What's more coincidental was that we were gathered beside 4N3, where Hui Shan and Jonathan were. =\

Then, we each took a skipping rope and practiced our stretching, but the movements were so embarrassing that Jonathan kept coming towards our class and did silly movements and started laughing. -.- After that, we tied the rope back and did our Shuttle Run. =) The boys went first, followed by the girls. I got either second or third, I don't remember. After that was supposed to be Science for me and Vanessa, but because of the P.E Enrichment for Hockey, we had to go meet Mr Karamjit, who was at the Parade Square as well.

We practiced Open and Closed Dribble, before Kaixuan arrived. Then the first 2 classes, 1N2 and 1T2 arrived. Vanessa and I had to teach them, but we didn't have the patience nor energy to do anything. So we just let them do their own practice/things, while we sat by the curb. The next batch was 1E1 and 1N1. They were easier, but not too much better either. After that, we went for Recess. I bought Green Tea using Amani's money, then went off with Vanessa to go wait for the last batch to arrive.

The last batch, as I predicted and was pretty obvious, was 1E2 and 1T1. Before they came to the Stations, I talked to Jonathan and Sheng Hao who were by the Parade Square, at the D & T Staircase. Sheng Hao messed up my already-messed-up-hair, then I re-tied it. Jonathan started to make up jokes and insult me, but I had to bear with it, since I promised someone, something. Since even those from our own class couldn't listen to us, I didn't have any hope any longer. What's more, while I was showing them an example, I sprained my ankle as my knee hit the drain by the curb.

Not only did they not listen, they laughed. I started tearing up, but then my will stopped it all, I started shouting. I didn't have the energy anymore... I sat down on the ground, but still helped Vanessa out with the pupils. Went back to class using Amani's shoulder as support, and it was Mother Tongue. Read the passage in the Textbook, and it ended. Next was Geography. Talked about the World and the continents. Last was English. Went to the Library and talked with Mahin, Hiran and Amani in a group of 4.

Went to the Mac Tables after that, slacked while Amani did her Essay on "Why I was late to Band". =\ At 12.50p.m , Arina and Ainul came and went off with Amani, while I went to the Music Room to assemble and prepare to go to Splendours. Stayed in the Music Room for an hour doing nothing but 'emo'. Then, we put our bag there and left to Splendours. Before that, we walked by the Foyer, and I saw Jonathan and Yin Cai doing a split, which was the most embarrassing pose I ever saw him in. xD

It was raining really heavily, then we took the bus to HDB Hub and went backstage to slack before the teachers made us 'protect' the instruments. Fan Xing, Zhi Cheng and I talked to Mr Fang, laughed and talked. :) Then, we stayed backstage for at least 4 hours before we were finally able to go have dinner. Hui Shan said to look for Jack, as he wasn't there yet, and his ticket is with her. Looked for him the whole time while eating dinner, but still didn't see him.

Then, we went backstage again, as Splendours was finally starting, but thanks to the Dance Club's Girls, we had to stay at the second level at the backstage of the Auditorium, for at least 1 hour and a half, with the Band members, the Chinese Orchestra Members and the Choir Members. The Drama Members were, luckily, not there. There were at least a hundred people cramped there, and after the Dance Performance, we finally got to go down and watch the performance via the Projector.

Too bad, all we got to see was half of the Choir, and the Chinese Orchestra. I completely missed out on Sabine's Solo, Band's Performance, of course the Dances', and the Drama's Performance. What's worse was that when all of us were gathered outside HDB Hub to wait for the bus, we waited for half an hour for the bus. So, while Jack was there, I went to him and spotted Leander and Hui Shan with him. Hui Shan even said we were a couple, again. -.-

Then, the bus finally arrived. Went back to Balestier Hill and started cursing in the bus. Got my schoolbag then went off and went home. At home, told my brother about my day and he was laughing while I was really pissed. Damn, Splendours sucked as a first experience. I can't believe this is what the 'fun' the seniors promised it would be!

020710 - One of the Worst Days of my Life

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (5.35p.m , Friday , 2 July 2010)

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About

Name:

Wong Yi Lin
Date of Birth; Zodiac; Horoscope:

160997; Ox; Virgo, the Virgin
Personality:

Emotional, Pessimistic
Motto:

Never assume you know everything

Don't pretend to understand
Loves:

Anime, Animals, Friends
Hates:

People who are not trustworthy,
Childish, Backstabbing etc
Relationship Status:

Single

Schools:

Kheng Cheng School;
~~P1.7 '04~~
~~P2.7 '05~~
~~P3.7 '06~~
~~P4.4 '07~~
~~P5.3 '08~~
~~P6.3 '09~~

Balestier Hill Secondary;
1E2 '10

Co-Curricular Activity;
~~Art Club, Crafts~~
~~Chess Club~~
Chinese Orchestra
~~Green Club~~
~~Lion Dance~~

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Loved Ones

MEET THE PEEPS I LOVE !

AISHITERU ! ♥

AMANI ; BESTIIE HUSBAND !
FANXING ; GAN ER ZI !
JONATHAN.C ; BESTIIE KOR !
JONIE.G ; GAN MEI !
KENIKO.T ; GAN DADDY !
RACHEL.S ; GAN JIE !
SARAH ; GAN JIE !
WINNY.P ; BESTIIE AIAI !
ZHICHENG ; GAN AH-PA !

ANZOE.H ; GAN MEI !
DALYNN ; GAN JIE !
JETJIN ; GAN KOR !
MINHAO ; GAN KOR !
WINNIE.L ; GAN JIE !
XIAOFANG ; GAN JIE !

BAKA BAKA ! ♥

ABEL.L ; GAN KOR !
AINUL.S ; DINOSAURR !
ARINA ; GAN NU ER !
FENNA.H ; GAN MEI !
HAFIZ ; EMO EMO !
KRISTOPHER.A ; KIIRA !
LARISSA.G ; GAN JIE !
NATTHIDA.T ; GAN MEI !
WESLEY.T ; GAN AH-PA !
YONGJUN ; TEDDYBEARR!

JACK.S ; GAN KOR !
JINGHUI ; GAN JIE !
QIHONG ; GAN KOR !
SHENGHAO ; GAN KOR !
SHOHIB ; GAN ER ZII !
WENQING ; GAN JIE !

SHAGUAS ! ♥

ALEXANDRELA EUNICE ; GAN JIE !
ALICIA.T ; GAN JIE !
ALVIN.L ; GAN KOR !
ARKAR.T ; GAN KOR !
AZLAN ; GAN DADDY !
HAZIQ ; GAN MA !
JAY.F ; PIGGY OINKK !
SHAWN.H ; GAN KOR !

DEVI ; GAN JIE !
GRACE.T ; SCARYY !
LORENZO.G ; GAN KOR !
MAHIN ; GAN JIE !
SABINE ; SINGERR !
SINYEE ; FLYINGG FISH !
XINRONG ; GAN JIE !
YANCHING ; GAN JIE !
YUSUF ; JOKERR !
ZIEGLER ; GAN KOR !

Grievances

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Acquaintances

KCS:
KCS P6.3 '09 ♥
Alison ♥
Anzoe ♥
Charissa ♥
Claire Liew ♥
Claire Wong ♥
Germaine ♥
Isabelle ♥
Jamine ♥
Jonie ♥
Kailin ♥
Monica ♥
Natsumi ♥
Nichapat ♥
Rochelle ♥
Selina ♥
Sheena ♥
Sing Ying ♥
Tze Wan ♥
Violet ♥
Wan Ling ♥
Wei Jun ♥
Winnie ♥
Yvette ♥

BHSS:
4E1 '09 Batch ♥
Abigail ♥
Adelle ♥
Agnes ♥
Ainul ♥
Alexandrela Eunice Valentino Rae ♥
Alicia ♥
Amani ♥
Arina ♥
Azman ♥
Ban Siang ♥
Beatrice ♥
Cai Xuan ♥
Dawn ♥
Diana ♥
Derek ♥
Edwin ♥
Eunice Lim ♥
Hafiz ♥
Hui Shan ♥
Ivy ♥
Janice ♥
Jasmine ♥
Javin ♥
Jiaru ♥
Jiayean ♥
Jin Hui ♥
Jonathan ♥
Jun Huang ♥
Kim Hong ♥
Mahin ♥
Melissa ♥
Mern An ♥
Ming Fu ♥
Muan Ting ♥
Naomi ♥
Natalie Hue ♥
Natalie Loh ♥
Patrine ♥
Qi Tian ♥
Rujiana ♥
Ryo Yamamoto ♥
Shangzhi ♥
Sin Yee ♥
Sing Ying ♥
Vanessa ♥
Wayne ♥
WendyN ♥
Winny ♥
Winny's Blogshop ♥
Yanching ♥
Yin Teng ♥
Ying Xia ♥
Yu Liang ♥
Yuen Yern ♥
Yuke Jen ♥
Yusuf ♥
Zhung An ♥

Others:
Known via Internet:
Agnes ♥
As Ahmad ♥
Cynthia ♥
Dana ♥
Erica ♥
Esther ♥
Phoebe ♥
Qing ♥
Theresa ♥
Yuqian ♥
Friends (Met Face-to-face):
Jay ♥
Teng Yao ♥
XiaoFang ♥
Celebrity Blogger:
Dasmond Koh
Felicia Chin (1)
Felicia Chin (2)
Jeanette Aw
Joanna Peh
Zheng Bin Hui

Wishes

School:

~~200+ for PSLE !~~ ♥

A1 ~ A2 for English ! ♥

~~Able to have Recess w/ Seniors~~ ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Adam ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Alicia ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Catherine ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Chang Long ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Eunice ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Hafiz ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Janice ! ♥

~~Able to meet and talk to Kristopher~~ ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Li Ting ! ♥

~~Able to meet and talk to Sarah !~~ ♥

Able to meet and talk to Terrence ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Xin Rong ! ♥

~~Able to meet and talk to Yan Ching~~ ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Yusuf ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Yu Liang ! ♥

Continue in Express until Graduate ! ♥

Get 24 Points & Above for NAPFA ! ♥

Good Results for SA ! ♥

Outings:

AFA '10 ! ♥

Chalet Party '10 ! ♥

~~Go out with DaJie, Ty and QH~~ ! ♥

Go out to Bugis with Jon, DaJie and Ty !
1 , 2, 3 ! ♥

Go out w/ Dearest Friends on B'day ! ♥

~~Go out w/ Friends in Holidays~~ ! ♥

Go back to KCS @ TCY ! ♥

Go to Japan ! ♥

Go to next Class Gathering ! ♥

~~Go to Siloso Beach~~ ! ♥

Go to Sunway Lagoon ! ♥

Go to Wild-Wild Wet ! ♥

~~Go watch Toy Story 3~~ ! ♥

Outing w/ P6.3 '09 ! ♥

Outing w/ Alicia ! ♥

Outing w/ Amani ! ♥

Outing w/ Anzoe ! ♥

~~Outing w/ Fan Xing~~ ! ♥

Outing w/ Jonathan ! ♥

Outing w/ Jonie ! ♥

Outing w/ Natsumi ! ♥

Outing w/ QH ! ♥

Outing w/ Sarah ! ♥

~~Outing w/ Teng Yao~~ ! ♥

Outing w/ Winnie ! ♥

~~Outing w/ Xiaofang~~ ! ♥

New Stuff:

Class Tee 1e2; 6.3 ! ♥

Gasing ! ♥

GIANT Lollipop ! ♥

A Room of my own ! ♥

~~New Schoolbag~~ ! ♥

New Cap ! ♥

~~New Clothes~~ ! ♥

New Handphone ! ♥

New Hard Disk ! ♥

New Hat ! ♥

New Headphones ! ♥

New Hoodie ! ♥

New Jacket ! ♥

New Laptop ! ♥

New Mini-skirt ! ♥

New Polo-Tee ! ♥

New Slippers ! ♥

~~New Skirt~~ ! ♥

New Sneakers ! ♥

Practice-room for Er Hu ! ♥

Roy Mustang's Glove ! ♥

~~Sketch Book !~~ ♥

Sketches:

Sketch Akabane ! ♥

Sketch Arbiter ! ♥

Sketch Allen Walker ! ♥

Sketch Ban ! ♥

Sketch Envy ! ♥

Sketch Full-Metal ! ♥

Sketch Ginji ! ♥

Sketch Greed ! ♥

SKetch Himiko ! ♥

Sketch Inuyasha ! ♥

Sketch Jasdero ! ♥

Sketch Kanda Yu ! ♥

Sketch Kagome ! ♥

Sketch Kazuki ! ♥

Sketch Lust ! ♥

Sketch MakubeX ! ♥

Sketch Naruto ! ♥

Sketch Roy Mustang ! ♥

Sketch Sasuke ! ♥

Sketch Shido ! ♥

Sketch Sloth ! ♥

Sketch Wrath ! ♥

Sketch Nice Anime ! ♥

Others:

Be with the guy I love ! ♥

Cook a dish for Him ! ♥

Find my True Friends ! ♥

~~Find the Right Guy~~ ! ♥

~~Forget the Past~~ ! ♥

~~Get into Performing Arts~~ ! ♥

~~Get to know good seniors~~ ! ♥

Learn Japanese ! ♥

Learn Sign Language ! ♥

~~Meet Xiaofang's Cousin~~ ! ♥

More Open-minded ! ♥

More Freedom ! ♥

More Money ! ♥

~~No Hot-temper~~ ! ♥

No Violence ! ♥

~~Sun-burn gone~~ ! ♥

~~"Love-wound" to heal~~ ! ♥

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History

April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010