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Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Hm... Today...
Went to school, slacked around, didn't see any upper secondary from 4N3 nor 4T1. So yea... Morning Assembly, Karamjit talked more crap and stuff, then went back to class. First was Sugu. Slacked around, did stuff on informal and formal letter-writing. Test on Friday. Next two periods, Art. Hajjar had us do pop-art, drew and colored stuff, then Recess.

Was with Amani, but wanted to go solo for one day. She forbade me to. ): So, proceeded to Canteen. Halfway through, saw him while I was talking about him.

Me: It'll be really troublesome to see either one of them.
Amani: *Nods head*
Me: One finds me annoying, the other has severed his tie with me.
Him: Oi. Yo.
Me: Oh my god! *Runs away quickly with Amani*

Troublesome... Then, bought 2 bottles of Green Tea. Passed mine to Amani, while I went to him and slightly knocked his head with the Green Tea, then put the Green Tea on the Mac Table. Ran away... Ate with Amani, Arina and Ainul. Slacked around and walked to the curb of the road. Saw Fan Xing and Zhi Cheng. Walked to class with them.

Halfway, saw Arina, Amani and Ainul behind. At the bottom, played around with bottles. Threw bottles all around, mostly at Arina. xD Then, went back to class. Mother Tongue, screwed around with the China4 and talked back to Mrs Lim. :P Talked to Yong Jun and Abigail who were behind my seat. Then, Mathematics. Lawrence Lim. Damn him.

Did work, double period. He nearly confiscated my notebook. -.- Also, talked to Fan Xing who was standing thanks to his grades and the fact that he didn't know how to do the Mathematics question, but was punished. =\ Then, Music. Played the guitar with Fan Xing, Amani, Min Hao, Winny and myself. Potato was playing the piano. Whacked the shit out of Keniko.

Lastly, Geography. Did more work, saw short video clips of Madagascar and another one. Then, stayed back. Backstabber came into the room, held a hamster. Went off with Fan Xing, Abigail and Yong Jun, to Plaza Sing. Fan Xing went home to change, and came back while I was eating halfway. Then, talked about really weird stuff.

Then, finished eating and went to the shopping mall. Yong Jun and Abigail went off the other direction, while Fan Xing sent me back to Balestier Hill. Sorry, Fan Xing, and thanks. (: Talked to him about tons of stuff, then went back, he parted ways on the hill. Went to find Amani who was at Band. Saw Shohib and Haziq halfway. (:

Then, hung around with the clarinetists - Da Lynn, Amani, Arina, Effa and Grace. Jonie and Sharlene came to the clarinetists and talked to me before going back. Then, saw backstabber at the bus-stop. Went home and slacking now...

I've never thought of you as a nuisance ,
Never thought of anything bad related to you .
I feel so much sadness when you said I was annoying ,
I found it so damn hard to accept that fact .
I didn't dare to face that fact .

So , today , I tried doing it again .
I tried folding my skirt short again .
I tried so many damn things , you never noticed .
You never complimented .
You just thought of me as your puppet -
Something that you could have controlled ,
At your fingertip , at your every command .

The pain , I bore with it .
The sadness , I bore with it .
The love , I continued with it .
The hatred , I left it behind .
The passion , I continued with it .
The dreams , I continued with it .
The expectations , I bore with it .

I tried and tried , to make you notice .
Failing time and again ,
I couldn't help myself up ,
Only these few times did I realize ,
What is wrong , what is right .
But I forgot time and again ,
Whenever I saw you , your eyes ,
Hearing your words , your voice .

Remembering every single sentence ,
Every single word and apostrophe .
It nearly ruined me completely ,
But I knew my limits . I stopped whenever I had to .
But you made me continue , even without your words .
Please just accept me , please just approve of me .
Because I love you , it's just that I love you , it's that simple .
So please , I beg of you , just love me for what I am ...

Signing Out,
Yi Lin (5.54p.m , Wednesday , 4 August 2010)

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About

Name:

Wong Yi Lin
Date of Birth; Zodiac; Horoscope:

160997; Ox; Virgo, the Virgin
Personality:

Emotional, Pessimistic
Motto:

Never assume you know everything

Don't pretend to understand
Loves:

Anime, Animals, Friends
Hates:

People who are not trustworthy,
Childish, Backstabbing etc
Relationship Status:

Single

Schools:

Kheng Cheng School;
~~P1.7 '04~~
~~P2.7 '05~~
~~P3.7 '06~~
~~P4.4 '07~~
~~P5.3 '08~~
~~P6.3 '09~~

Balestier Hill Secondary;
1E2 '10

Co-Curricular Activity;
~~Art Club, Crafts~~
~~Chess Club~~
Chinese Orchestra
~~Green Club~~
~~Lion Dance~~

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Loved Ones

MEET THE PEEPS I LOVE !

AISHITERU ! ♥

AMANI ; BESTIIE HUSBAND !
FANXING ; GAN ER ZI !
JONATHAN.C ; BESTIIE KOR !
JONIE.G ; GAN MEI !
KENIKO.T ; GAN DADDY !
RACHEL.S ; GAN JIE !
SARAH ; GAN JIE !
WINNY.P ; BESTIIE AIAI !
ZHICHENG ; GAN AH-PA !

ANZOE.H ; GAN MEI !
DALYNN ; GAN JIE !
JETJIN ; GAN KOR !
MINHAO ; GAN KOR !
WINNIE.L ; GAN JIE !
XIAOFANG ; GAN JIE !

BAKA BAKA ! ♥

ABEL.L ; GAN KOR !
AINUL.S ; DINOSAURR !
ARINA ; GAN NU ER !
FENNA.H ; GAN MEI !
HAFIZ ; EMO EMO !
KRISTOPHER.A ; KIIRA !
LARISSA.G ; GAN JIE !
NATTHIDA.T ; GAN MEI !
WESLEY.T ; GAN AH-PA !
YONGJUN ; TEDDYBEARR!

JACK.S ; GAN KOR !
JINGHUI ; GAN JIE !
QIHONG ; GAN KOR !
SHENGHAO ; GAN KOR !
SHOHIB ; GAN ER ZII !
WENQING ; GAN JIE !

SHAGUAS ! ♥

ALEXANDRELA EUNICE ; GAN JIE !
ALICIA.T ; GAN JIE !
ALVIN.L ; GAN KOR !
ARKAR.T ; GAN KOR !
AZLAN ; GAN DADDY !
HAZIQ ; GAN MA !
JAY.F ; PIGGY OINKK !
SHAWN.H ; GAN KOR !

DEVI ; GAN JIE !
GRACE.T ; SCARYY !
LORENZO.G ; GAN KOR !
MAHIN ; GAN JIE !
SABINE ; SINGERR !
SINYEE ; FLYINGG FISH !
XINRONG ; GAN JIE !
YANCHING ; GAN JIE !
YUSUF ; JOKERR !
ZIEGLER ; GAN KOR !

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Acquaintances

KCS:
KCS P6.3 '09 ♥
Alison ♥
Anzoe ♥
Charissa ♥
Claire Liew ♥
Claire Wong ♥
Germaine ♥
Isabelle ♥
Jamine ♥
Jonie ♥
Kailin ♥
Monica ♥
Natsumi ♥
Nichapat ♥
Rochelle ♥
Selina ♥
Sheena ♥
Sing Ying ♥
Tze Wan ♥
Violet ♥
Wan Ling ♥
Wei Jun ♥
Winnie ♥
Yvette ♥

BHSS:
4E1 '09 Batch ♥
Abigail ♥
Adelle ♥
Agnes ♥
Ainul ♥
Alexandrela Eunice Valentino Rae ♥
Alicia ♥
Amani ♥
Arina ♥
Azman ♥
Ban Siang ♥
Beatrice ♥
Cai Xuan ♥
Dawn ♥
Diana ♥
Derek ♥
Edwin ♥
Eunice Lim ♥
Hafiz ♥
Hui Shan ♥
Ivy ♥
Janice ♥
Jasmine ♥
Javin ♥
Jiaru ♥
Jiayean ♥
Jin Hui ♥
Jonathan ♥
Jun Huang ♥
Kim Hong ♥
Mahin ♥
Melissa ♥
Mern An ♥
Ming Fu ♥
Muan Ting ♥
Naomi ♥
Natalie Hue ♥
Natalie Loh ♥
Patrine ♥
Qi Tian ♥
Rujiana ♥
Ryo Yamamoto ♥
Shangzhi ♥
Sin Yee ♥
Sing Ying ♥
Vanessa ♥
Wayne ♥
WendyN ♥
Winny ♥
Winny's Blogshop ♥
Yanching ♥
Yin Teng ♥
Ying Xia ♥
Yu Liang ♥
Yuen Yern ♥
Yuke Jen ♥
Yusuf ♥
Zhung An ♥

Others:
Known via Internet:
Agnes ♥
As Ahmad ♥
Cynthia ♥
Dana ♥
Erica ♥
Esther ♥
Phoebe ♥
Qing ♥
Theresa ♥
Yuqian ♥
Friends (Met Face-to-face):
Jay ♥
Teng Yao ♥
XiaoFang ♥
Celebrity Blogger:
Dasmond Koh
Felicia Chin (1)
Felicia Chin (2)
Jeanette Aw
Joanna Peh
Zheng Bin Hui

Wishes

School:

~~200+ for PSLE !~~ ♥

A1 ~ A2 for English ! ♥

~~Able to have Recess w/ Seniors~~ ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Adam ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Alicia ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Catherine ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Chang Long ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Eunice ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Hafiz ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Janice ! ♥

~~Able to meet and talk to Kristopher~~ ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Li Ting ! ♥

~~Able to meet and talk to Sarah !~~ ♥

Able to meet and talk to Terrence ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Xin Rong ! ♥

~~Able to meet and talk to Yan Ching~~ ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Yusuf ! ♥

Able to meet and talk to Yu Liang ! ♥

Continue in Express until Graduate ! ♥

Get 24 Points & Above for NAPFA ! ♥

Good Results for SA ! ♥

Outings:

AFA '10 ! ♥

Chalet Party '10 ! ♥

~~Go out with DaJie, Ty and QH~~ ! ♥

Go out to Bugis with Jon, DaJie and Ty !
1 , 2, 3 ! ♥

Go out w/ Dearest Friends on B'day ! ♥

~~Go out w/ Friends in Holidays~~ ! ♥

Go back to KCS @ TCY ! ♥

Go to Japan ! ♥

Go to next Class Gathering ! ♥

~~Go to Siloso Beach~~ ! ♥

Go to Sunway Lagoon ! ♥

Go to Wild-Wild Wet ! ♥

~~Go watch Toy Story 3~~ ! ♥

Outing w/ P6.3 '09 ! ♥

Outing w/ Alicia ! ♥

Outing w/ Amani ! ♥

Outing w/ Anzoe ! ♥

~~Outing w/ Fan Xing~~ ! ♥

Outing w/ Jonathan ! ♥

Outing w/ Jonie ! ♥

Outing w/ Natsumi ! ♥

Outing w/ QH ! ♥

Outing w/ Sarah ! ♥

~~Outing w/ Teng Yao~~ ! ♥

Outing w/ Winnie ! ♥

~~Outing w/ Xiaofang~~ ! ♥

New Stuff:

Class Tee 1e2; 6.3 ! ♥

Gasing ! ♥

GIANT Lollipop ! ♥

A Room of my own ! ♥

~~New Schoolbag~~ ! ♥

New Cap ! ♥

~~New Clothes~~ ! ♥

New Handphone ! ♥

New Hard Disk ! ♥

New Hat ! ♥

New Headphones ! ♥

New Hoodie ! ♥

New Jacket ! ♥

New Laptop ! ♥

New Mini-skirt ! ♥

New Polo-Tee ! ♥

New Slippers ! ♥

~~New Skirt~~ ! ♥

New Sneakers ! ♥

Practice-room for Er Hu ! ♥

Roy Mustang's Glove ! ♥

~~Sketch Book !~~ ♥

Sketches:

Sketch Akabane ! ♥

Sketch Arbiter ! ♥

Sketch Allen Walker ! ♥

Sketch Ban ! ♥

Sketch Envy ! ♥

Sketch Full-Metal ! ♥

Sketch Ginji ! ♥

Sketch Greed ! ♥

SKetch Himiko ! ♥

Sketch Inuyasha ! ♥

Sketch Jasdero ! ♥

Sketch Kanda Yu ! ♥

Sketch Kagome ! ♥

Sketch Kazuki ! ♥

Sketch Lust ! ♥

Sketch MakubeX ! ♥

Sketch Naruto ! ♥

Sketch Roy Mustang ! ♥

Sketch Sasuke ! ♥

Sketch Shido ! ♥

Sketch Sloth ! ♥

Sketch Wrath ! ♥

Sketch Nice Anime ! ♥

Others:

Be with the guy I love ! ♥

Cook a dish for Him ! ♥

Find my True Friends ! ♥

~~Find the Right Guy~~ ! ♥

~~Forget the Past~~ ! ♥

~~Get into Performing Arts~~ ! ♥

~~Get to know good seniors~~ ! ♥

Learn Japanese ! ♥

Learn Sign Language ! ♥

~~Meet Xiaofang's Cousin~~ ! ♥

More Open-minded ! ♥

More Freedom ! ♥

More Money ! ♥

~~No Hot-temper~~ ! ♥

No Violence ! ♥

~~Sun-burn gone~~ ! ♥

~~"Love-wound" to heal~~ ! ♥

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History

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